Your first love might be the most memorable experience in your love life. There, your smile is different. Your eyes show passion and motivation to do good or even excel in everything you do. You think of that person as the last and only person that will come into your life. Oops! That is when your first love did and worked well. What if not? What if you were just treated as a mere object of lust and as fleeting love? Do you think your heart will beat again so cordially like the experience with your first?
It's been a long time already since I fell in love for the first time. I was obviously a neophyte when it comes to love. Until now, I could still remember the days where every moment when we are together was full of love and zeal like the day will never end for the both of us. But, it was totally over. I am burrying it and letting it decay as fast as the speed of light.
TACHYCARDIA. That was the major symptom of being in love for the second time around. My heart is beating faster to someone new. It's like it is jumping inside the cage of my ribs. It's dancing with the tune of its beat.
I know you feel the same way like I do. I feel like I am adjudicating in a debate where extra critiquing in choosing the best is done. I am extra careful in reviewing myself if what I am feeling is authentic and not merely in the form of infatuation and lust. I always keep the padlock closed until someone finds the right key to open it (but someone already found the right key :") ).
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